Suddenly, I thought that I'm really scared something unsure. It's not easy to explain my whole emotion about it. It's not simple feeling.
I always think that I'm an adult already. but.. maybe I'm not. I'm still immature i think. I'm not special but not unhappy. I have some things that I want. It's common that can't get everything I want. Yes this is enough for me. But why I feel uncomfortable and kind of sadness.
So many people said that I need a boyfriend. But That can't be the solution. I always have loved but... always lonely. What is it...?
God, this is all the bullshit. Maybe I'm drunken.
